It is officially 35 days since i walked down the gangway of the MV Africa Mercy for the last time in Sierra Leone. Do i wish i stayed, yes!Do i think i'll go back? If thats where God wants me!
Saying goodbye
Final wave off
Since I came back to the UK I have had the most amazing support by friends and family and church family to help me transition back into western life. 9 weeks was not the longest amount of time but it certainly made an impact on my life. My wonderful mam came to Heathrow to collect me with my adopted english family who had huge banners and massive smiles as they wrapped their arms around me and said Welcome Home Hannah! I can honestly say at that moment my heart sunk and I had a moments thought of....right, how do I get back on that plane? Not because I didnt want to see them but I just felt I had left a massive piece of my heart in Africa and i needed to go back and collect it. I relunctantly got in the car to drive away from the airport and officially was 'back in the UK' where it was clean, not very warm, and organised!Everything is very neat and tidy.
It was and has been an overwhelming 4 weeks not helped by the fact that my job didnt start when it was supposed to and I had way too much thinking time. I finally started my job last week in a palliative and elderly care unit. It is very differant to the ship for sure but I do love looking after elderly people and making a small difference on their day even it means putting some rollers in their hair or reading a newpaper with them while also attending to nursing needs, i do get some satisfaction from it. Its very slow paced and I know I wont be there long as I like the fast paced movement of the wards but its good for now while I plan my next escape to Africa.
I wanted to write this note as a thank you to all of you (you know who you are) on the ship and at home for your continued and loving support of my time in Sierra Leone with my fees and with prayer. I have met the most amazing beautiful people from Guinea, Liberia, Sierra Leone not to mention the other 41 nationalities that were onboard while i was there. I have so many memories and wonderful moments etched in my mind that will never fade. Moments like carrying a baby (on your back if you prefer) while mum is in surgery, sitting with the day volunteers trying to learn some more Krio to make communication with the patients more effective, giggling when trying to open the doors of the ward and they are just so heavy because the ship is leaning to the side or the opposite and running after the BP machine as it trundles on its own down the ward as the ship leans the other way, the ship shuddering and bouncing right at the moment you are about to pour some lactulose, peaking out of B wards door and seeing that the laughing and giggling is coming from beautiful children from A-Ward looking like the walking wounded with many bandadges wrapped around their healing limbs but smiling and playing none the less. I could go on and on and on!
Tamba, Umar and Alberta
These children and patients have made a lasting impact on my heart and life. The pain and agony they have gone through both physically and mentally after years of verbal abuse and hurt from their communites and they still laugh and smile and see the good in life makes me actively conscious about how much i moan and complain about such stupid things. I wish i could watch these wonderful kids grow up and see what they will do with their lives. I can truly say i have never met such wonderful and thankful children as them.
Me and two of my Padis (friends) Umar and Osman.
One of our precious ortho patients
I am thankful that I as given this opportunity to serve with this organisation and I encourage you to keep them in your prayers as they complete this outreach in Sierra Leone until December. This outreach has been known to be a particulary difficult one and resources and options for wound healing and managing chronic condidtions are becoming more and more difficult. As are the nurses bodies and minds. It is hard for some to be so far away from their familes and it is hard to have a refreshed mind when you are surrounded by people 24/7.
I am content being back in england knowing that I am here because that is how God planned it. He knows exactly where and what and who and why! It says in the Bible that He knows the plans he has for you....thats not talking just about the future. Thats about right here right now. I went to Sierra Leone for 9 weeks and I came back and God was with me the whole way. I will honour him if i am I England or Africa and I now look forward to this new season in my life whatever it may hold. I am willing to come and tell you about Mercy Ships and give you a more detailed idea of what they do there if you are interested in serving. You dont have to be a nurse. Anyone can serve there!
Team B!!
Me with Ali
Umar saying goodbye in his own way!lol!FISHFACE!